Lets all be happy

I'm wondering if i take myself too seriously...guess i need to loosen up in putting down my thoughts, there is a gamut of emotions that have deeply serrated inside me and these aren't bright shiny things, they are dark and ugly, brooding and scary...

Only positivity shall mitigate the darkness, and therefore being serious is one, and being morose is another

Comfortable Drudgery/ Placid Calm

the winds of change sweep away your calm

transports it to an unknown

the sands of time move unwaveringly

through the mirage of life

as you grope for reality

but it slips away from your clawing fingers

merrily...

you suppose that's the way of these shifting dunes

that they cease to remain

cease to maintain the drudgery

a drudgery that is so dear

that you covert it in your heart

and secretly delve into its happiness

mingled with fear of the prying eyes

that would take away the sweet thought forever

Your heart desires a stolid silence

a placid clam

an ephemeral peace

silently settling in on your conscious

as your subconscious rejoices 

at the return of calmness

and the comfortable drudgery

Khwaheesh

idahr se aati hai aandhi

udahr se toofaan

beech mein mai

ek awaara, unjaana insaan

na kudrat ka takaza

na koi ek manzil

sirf ek khwahish

mere nadaan mann ki

ki asmaa ko choo loon

badaloon se khel loon

panchiyoon ko peeche chood

hawa ke sang ho-loon

Lekin

smajhaa ke rakhna hai is mann ko

ke aandhi rukegi

lage din ek ya do

toofan tham jaayega

aur suraj dega apni roshnii

aur mera roam roam jagega

jaagega sach ki aur...

Who decides?

maintaining something is a pain,
i mean its so much better to throw money at a problem, it solves a lot of issues.
But then again the question of integrity creeps in into the framework of things, because fundamentally it is the will and the thought that shapes all things pure and true, anything else is just farce. Or is it?
I mean there are so many things in this world that can be done by means that are plural in their approach but there are others that dont confirm to these equations of barter.
And therefore i say that that the nature of humans plays a big role in these happenings.
The choices made, the parts played and the decisions taken. Somethimes the rulebook takes a backseat and practicality takes forefront.
Many a times these things take their course influenced by the environment that they dwell in/ take place in.
So does that mean that moral sicence is exteremely nice to be taught in text books and that it has no true purpose in life than to score better overall percentage?
Is it true that all things considered immoral may be amounting to foolishness?
Who shall be the judge of things like these;
Because judgement is influnced by perception and perception depends on perspectives,
Diffrent perspectives>perceptions>judgements>Outcomes
So who decides?

A comment on phases in life

What is happiness

How do you define it?

It is said that its a state of mind, true - false, who knows

And, What is sadness;

Again a state of mind that is but a passing phase,

And there is a grey area in the middle of it all

a placid place, a quiet place that just remains

I'm there now, it feels peaceful - yes but there remains a nagging feeling

a tolling of bells in the distance of the signifying oncoming events

A calm before the storm(?) - i really don't know

Isn't this what life is all about?

I mean, you wait for life to happen to you

This placidity is there in order to dwell upon these things

Intangibles that are enormous

and unexplored to comment upon