Dec 17, 2009

Rage - Why?

I'm angry.

OK, i don't know why but i am seething with something inside of me. It has not happened to me for a long while now.

In the evening i was this really snappy doberman. Would have bit the head off a person who dared cross me. I was in that mood. Strange part is that i feel good in one of these states of mind. Bold and rabid. Aggressive to the extreme. And that's the way to exist in this world sometimes i think. Bite the other guys head off before he spears you in the chest.

It is also probably the reason why top guys are always aggressive. Make no mistake, there is no room for niceness in the world. You gotta be a prick to be the one.

So, i was seething, snappy and wired. People around me guessed i was in a state.
Come to think of it, i am like this mostly now a days.
Not good for my blood pressure. Gosh, i have started talking like a 40 year old!

Logging off and watching cartoons!

1 comment:

Hazel said...

Hmm... No wonder certain sections of the campus had a deserted look yesterday..:)