This is probably the quietest period in my entire existence.
There have been quiet periods in my life, but this by far has taken it to its pinnacle. I am sitting in Chennai for a project, have come down from Bangalore for the assignment. And given the outgoing and extrovert person that i am, it is more of a punishment. That is so because a person cannot exist of he is surrounded by people who are unlike him. That's what id like to think.
There is only so much introspection that a person can do in life and be happy about, i haven't taken a sanyasa to be liking being alone. We are not even starting on the single trip, because that's a whole new playing field in itself.
My interaction is limited to at most 9-10 people in all, that's not healthy for a person like me, who prefers to chatter away on 20 different things at a given time.
Also, this is one of the deepest troughs with relation to my thought processes. What i mean is, i cant think!
I mean, i can think to get by, but taking it to the next level that came so subtly earlier has become a challenge now, methinks it may be due to the health issues that i am having but that doesn't give me a licence to slack off.
My health isn't giving me a good time either, i smile through it but its been more than a month since something or the other seems to be happening!
Hmmm... now that i think of it I'm just putting down my thoughts here without a plan, so i shall cease and desist<<
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