My Woman

Sweet, pure and simple

the eyes speak

a thousand unsaid feelings

lightly accentuated by the brow

a naughty smile

a tender touch of skin

a sweet tinkling laugh

as she looks at me

and disappears amidst - 

the squall of thoughts 

wherefore she came

my mind cannot conjure her

only guess 

at a fragrance she possesses

for Reminiscence

Time and change

Much has taken place after my last entry into the blog, tectonic shifts given my vantage point.

My seclusion from the project that i was working for has come around given my health, there has been a loss of perspective as such about the whole affair.

A tremendous loss of perspective has come about in life in general; there is no anchoring that i can hark back to to fill the void that i feel. Mind you, this is not a void that comes about from being single again or the relationship trip, yes, there is a Little bit of that too although i cant place my finger on the exact cause of this disillusionment, this total unfocused approach to existence, maybe that it is my mental and physical state that is causing this reaction in me. but there has been a shift in perception in my thoughts. 

Hope its a passing phase and that i shall i have much more to look forward to once i get back to work and in good health

Complaints Complaints

This is probably the quietest period in my entire existence.

There have been quiet periods in my life, but this by far has taken it to its pinnacle. I am sitting in Chennai for a project, have come down from Bangalore for the assignment. And given the outgoing and extrovert person that i am, it is more of a punishment. That is so because a person cannot exist of he is surrounded by people who are unlike him. That's what id like to think. 

There is only so much introspection that a person can do in life and be happy about, i haven't taken a sanyasa to be liking being alone. We are not even starting on the single trip, because that's a whole new playing field in itself.

My interaction is limited to at most 9-10 people in all, that's not healthy for a person like me, who prefers to chatter away on 20 different things at a given time.

Also, this is one of the deepest troughs with relation to my thought processes. What i mean is, i cant think! 

I mean, i can think to get by, but taking it to the next level that came so subtly earlier has become a challenge now, methinks it may be due to the health issues that i am having but that doesn't give me a licence to slack off. 

My health isn't giving me a good time either, i smile through it but its been more than a month since something or the other seems to be happening! 

Hmmm... now that i think of it I'm just putting down my thoughts here without a plan, so i shall cease and desist<<

Past

A gentle breeze blows

blows through the labyrinth of my mind

a mind with numerous memories

alluding to the bygone

a whiff there, a scent there

gently rustling the pages of my stories

blowing dust off covers

reviving the past vividly

returning me to those emotions

that lie in the abyss of my heart

reminding me of my vulnerability

reinstating the lessons once more...

...of my life