Unrest

An unrest dwells inside of me, an unrest that I'm not sure of,
an unrest that sways and heaves,
an unrest that has a life of its own
an unrest that says, see me, hear me, acknowledge me,
an unrest that screams in silence
an unrest that whispers in noise
an unrest to be
an unrest to belong
an unrest to drive
an unrest to get there
an unrest to nullify
an unrest to magnify
an unrest to outshine
An unrest to Fly...

My life changes ... or it continues to do so...

Bangalore...been a while now... its been great. thought the introduction to the city has been rough and pretty downright degrading at some points of time. But also at the same time i have to say that the other side of it has been amazing. The weather, the atmosphere, the people...its a refreshing change to the mundane mumbai life that i led.
Although the same lifestyle is being followed here, there is a significant change in the thinking department.
The independence is exhilarating, the two paths are always there to be chosen and dwell ed upon... and that is what really drives home the point of winging ones way thru life.
The requirement of being in control, the requirement of being in place and think!
The job requirements!
REALLY REALLY WANNA SUCCEED!!!

Where's me goin?!!

The days have gone by in a flurry of activity... its as if there is no time to think things through. Socialising seems top priority here as the days fly by unnoticed... thought there is some evenness on the surface that seems to be settling in for the better. There seems to be some anchoring that needs to be in place...that would come with time..there seems to be a hurry to everything that seems evident on the things that one gets into. As if the world's coming to an end day after tomorrow... It feels awesome to even think of such things as well!
All in all, some quietness has to be brought to my life to resume a stolid existence and not a shaky one that i lead now...
Guess ill be missing these days as well... Love life for now!!!

Goa

The Goa trip... all of our batch mates have been to Goa and back...some have even gone twice...
The place has an amazing laid back quality to it...you don't feel like doing anything...just lying on the beach...drinking beer and listening to the surf hit the sand...that's all...and of course lolling in the water later on...
This was the essence of the trip to this pristine place... beaches are the most beautiful that Ive ever seen and the water is clear and inviting.
Holiday bola to Goa hi yaad aata hai yar!

Spirtuality and Lunch

What brings us here and makes us do the many things and chores that we go about doing in our daily lives is a question that haunts many of us even as we go on doing our tasks. And one day bored of it all we take a break and wonder aloud - "What am i here for?"
Whats my calling? ... is what you and i wonder ...
That's the question that one of my friend faces and with whom i had a good hour long discussion, at 2 in the afternoon ... we talked about moksha, awakening the spiritual within us, and life's objectives in the comfortable confines of my air conditioned car.
"How ironic is that???!!" - you would think!
But that's exactly that - A poor man would never understand let alone relate to such talk
He is in dire straits as to where his next meal is going to come from. That person would not even begin to ponder about liefs origin and its ultimate meaning
I guess its best left to us well fed college going pseudo intellectuals to mull over.
By the way we had a hearty meal of a very filling and smacking thali later that day - i enjoyed it and i suggest Mahabhoj to everyone (vain aint i????)