connect..

steel vanishes
eyes flutter
chains clang'
fear
remain
undaunted it melts away
a conviction
unbelievable
authentic
pure
sweet
bereavement
energy
again

when..

There is something in here...
that wants to be out
something that stirs
yet does not let loose
remains in the confines
stays there.....waiting
waiting for that catalyst
sparking the moment
when it shall be out
out in the open
an acknowledgement of existence
to be there in the world and beyond
breaking the confines
undoing those shackles
taking it on
and emerging...
Only the moment
only that catalyst...

Noise

It seems to me a revelation.
The thought process being hampered down all day by the various ambient noises that are surrounding you; suddenly comes to life with the external solitude.
Its like walking into an air conditioned restaurant right from the afternoon heat outside.

There is a minefield of knowledge inside of you. It dwells in the recesses of the unconscious. The noise outside that all of us are incessantly enveloped with and is an addiction to some is jarring at best. But, the conscious as always turns a deaf ear to the unconscious.
A thought process to take root and to subsequently blossom into something meaningful takes retrospection and deep thinking.

Inevitably the demands made by us on ourselves and by others involve a lot of external noise.
Listen carefully, shut out the noise, knowledge whispers.

Change

Human behavior is so rigid and confusing. I can hardly understand it. I have reason to believe that i can understand people after i have known them for long. It always manages to fox me though what goes on behind every other persons mind when they themselves mull over their acquaintances.
As to what they think, how they perceive a certain situation, how they'd react if provoked in a certain way.
Although, I'm awash in these thoughts, i also manage to comprehend sometimes the pattern of a persons behavior. And, it doesn't surprise me much when things turn out exactly as i had deciphered. The gradual shift of preferences, the not so immediate but subtle changes in the mentalities do not escape my understanding.
Only i am left in consternation as to the constant: Change.

Letting GO

came across this beaut..amazing read:

To let go doesn't mean to stop caring;
It means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off...
It's the realization that I can't control another...
To let go is not to enable,
but to allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness,
which means the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try and change or blame another,
I can only change myself.
To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their own outcomes.
To let go is not to be protective,
It is to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue,
but to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish the moment.
To let go is not to criticize and regulate anyone,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more.