The Will

What has been is done
what needs to be ... approaches
the opponent stares
as i move unhindered
through the thicket
through the smog of time and space
through the swirling black mist
Black ... black mist of emotions
my sword unsheathed flashes blindingly
as i wonder of the strength in my arms
shall i be able to fight this mass
looming large
scores of quivers cut through the still air
...of memories unleashed from their bows
with precise incisions they course through me
where shall i get the strength
i wonder...
i wonder...
and i say i will, part of me believes that
and the whole of me shall too...

Blues

A flash of recollection
a blur of a face
a stab of an emotion
a pinch of reality
a shiver of icicles
i carry these
and move on
the horizon beckons
it holds promise...

Unrest

An unrest dwells inside of me, an unrest that I'm not sure of,
an unrest that sways and heaves,
an unrest that has a life of its own
an unrest that says, see me, hear me, acknowledge me,
an unrest that screams in silence
an unrest that whispers in noise
an unrest to be
an unrest to belong
an unrest to drive
an unrest to get there
an unrest to nullify
an unrest to magnify
an unrest to outshine
An unrest to Fly...

My life changes ... or it continues to do so...

Bangalore...been a while now... its been great. thought the introduction to the city has been rough and pretty downright degrading at some points of time. But also at the same time i have to say that the other side of it has been amazing. The weather, the atmosphere, the people...its a refreshing change to the mundane mumbai life that i led.
Although the same lifestyle is being followed here, there is a significant change in the thinking department.
The independence is exhilarating, the two paths are always there to be chosen and dwell ed upon... and that is what really drives home the point of winging ones way thru life.
The requirement of being in control, the requirement of being in place and think!
The job requirements!
REALLY REALLY WANNA SUCCEED!!!

Where's me goin?!!

The days have gone by in a flurry of activity... its as if there is no time to think things through. Socialising seems top priority here as the days fly by unnoticed... thought there is some evenness on the surface that seems to be settling in for the better. There seems to be some anchoring that needs to be in place...that would come with time..there seems to be a hurry to everything that seems evident on the things that one gets into. As if the world's coming to an end day after tomorrow... It feels awesome to even think of such things as well!
All in all, some quietness has to be brought to my life to resume a stolid existence and not a shaky one that i lead now...
Guess ill be missing these days as well... Love life for now!!!