Lets all be happy

I'm wondering if i take myself too seriously...guess i need to loosen up in putting down my thoughts, there is a gamut of emotions that have deeply serrated inside me and these aren't bright shiny things, they are dark and ugly, brooding and scary...

Only positivity shall mitigate the darkness, and therefore being serious is one, and being morose is another

Comfortable Drudgery/ Placid Calm

the winds of change sweep away your calm

transports it to an unknown

the sands of time move unwaveringly

through the mirage of life

as you grope for reality

but it slips away from your clawing fingers

merrily...

you suppose that's the way of these shifting dunes

that they cease to remain

cease to maintain the drudgery

a drudgery that is so dear

that you covert it in your heart

and secretly delve into its happiness

mingled with fear of the prying eyes

that would take away the sweet thought forever

Your heart desires a stolid silence

a placid clam

an ephemeral peace

silently settling in on your conscious

as your subconscious rejoices 

at the return of calmness

and the comfortable drudgery

Khwaheesh

idahr se aati hai aandhi

udahr se toofaan

beech mein mai

ek awaara, unjaana insaan

na kudrat ka takaza

na koi ek manzil

sirf ek khwahish

mere nadaan mann ki

ki asmaa ko choo loon

badaloon se khel loon

panchiyoon ko peeche chood

hawa ke sang ho-loon

Lekin

smajhaa ke rakhna hai is mann ko

ke aandhi rukegi

lage din ek ya do

toofan tham jaayega

aur suraj dega apni roshnii

aur mera roam roam jagega

jaagega sach ki aur...